Confessions of A Working Girl

Picture of the day: Confusion and worry

I feel like I'm in limbo, a little. It's already been decided (mostly) that I'll go up to school on Sunday...what happens from there though...

At the moment, it looks like I'm hoping to be able to move to being part time and not lose any financial aid. By doing that, I should still get a Spanish for Business Bachelor's at the end of the semester. I think....

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The way things are going, I'm not going back to college this year. I have been turned down for five seperate student loans (for five different amounts, from five different companies) and even after financial aid, I would owe $7000 for the semester. So I probably can't go back. And that means I just wasted four years of my life getting credits towards a degree I'm not going to earn, only getting debt in return. That's not right. Why is education so expensive? And, understanding that more and m...

This is today's picture of the day. ^_^

Oh, and the play ended up working out fine. I just panic and get annoyed too easily. They did apologixe for being late, after all. The other kids arrived, and the play was cute. Which is good...cast party for the kids next week. I saw their mom filming it, but will give them each a copy from what my brother filmed as well.

We went to visit...

Wow, it's seriously been almost a year since I last posted a blog entry? So much has happened! And now I've moved all the entries from my blog to this site instead. No particular reason, other than that this site is connected to the site where I post the photostories of my dolls, and when I see it I am more likely to post than when it was completely seperate.

I still have to edit this site a little... oh, and I should probably sum up the last year at some point, but meh.

The iss...

Sometimes I feel like I just don’t know anything anymore. And here I should put some witty comment about how knowing that you know nothing is the first step to learning, but I’m just too tired. Not really physically tired for a change, more…emotionally.

First was the earthquake way back in March, and then just a few days ago, Hurricane Irene. Stuff like these natural disasters leave me confused and feeling like an awful selfish human being. I mean, they’re sad ...

Between work and the summer play that I’m doing again this year, it feels as though the summer is flying past. My room still isn’t clean…but then, who really expected it to actually get cleaned?

Although I’m thinking I really need to sit down and clean without distractions…I need more room, what with new dolls on the way and all…and I need room to play on the Wii…I’ve been forgetting I have it since moving everything in order to play it ...

Well first, let me warn you that this started when I found out the hard way that rocking chairs and computers are not such a good combination. I managed to run over my computer with my rocking chair, and that cracked it open enough that a piece of wood got into it and destroyed it completely.

While I was deciding which new computer to buy, I bought the Nintendo Wii gaming system, and the Wii Fit. Then the problem was that in order to use the Wii, you sort of need a little bit of floor...

So, I’ve been home for a little over a week now…somehow it feels like there are way too many things that I should be doing. I need to look up summer classes, I need to pick classes for next semester, I need to send in my room deposit for next semester–which I probably should have done a while ago–I need to see if I can get a summer job, I need to clean my room…the list seems to go on and on…>.< I should probably stop complaining and just do the stuf...

So…my study abroad is ending three months earlier then planned. T_T I now officially have a ticket back to the US for Wednesday.

There’s so much left undone…and my parents said they sent something for my birthday that hasn’t arrived yet…

I really don’t want to drag my stuff through the metro…but it looks like I might not have a choice… >.<

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