Confessions of A Working Girl

At the moment I'm feeling very much that no, college was not worth it. I can't get a job, and I'm over $100,000 in debt. I can't make monthly payments because I don't have a proper full time job. The rate things are going, I am going to be in debt for the rest of my life. So with that in mind, no college is not worth the expense. I'm going to be paying back forever what should have been a stepping stone into the 'real' world and what is instead a weight around my ankles pulling me down. And I...

So obviously, I am not going to manage every day. That's the confession. I thought it was doable, but its a lot harder then it sounds. >.< 

I'm still going to try, at least photos, but it was true that thinking of something to say every day is sorta exhausting.

So that's all. At the absolute minimum, I'll post once a week. 

Anyway, this was my thanksgiving picture. The dolls in the picture, to give an idea of size, are about the same size as Barbie's Kelly.&#...

Somehow...the tighter the deadline is, and the more work that I have to get done, the less I care, and the more I procrastinate. Whereas, if there's only a little work, then I tend to do it soonest and get it over with. 
I don't know why...but I do know I may end up breaking my "post once a day" thing, since homework is being that stupid. I'm being that stupid. Somehow, I am again as listless as I was at the beginning of last year...I don't even want to read sometimes. 

Sometimes I feel like I just don’t know anything anymore. And here I should put some witty comment about how knowing that you know nothing is the first step to learning, but I’m just too tired. Not really physically tired for a change, more…emotionally.

First was the earthquake way back in March, and then just a few days ago, Hurricane Irene. Stuff like these natural disasters leave me confused and feeling like an awful selfish human being. I mean, they’re sad ...

First, a random note: My friend Paige has been reading this, and she says that she’d prefer to be referred to as ‘Sugar’. I don’t know if I’ll remember to do that, but if I do, it will at least be understood that ‘Sugar’ and ‘Paige’ are one and the same.

Anyway, confession five begins with a warning. All those signs that are in store parking lots that say ‘customer parking only’? They mean it. They really do. I’...

I’m still mad at myself, but if I don’t write this now, then I’ll probably forget to…A few weeks ago, I got my first speeding ticket. I was so embarrassed and upset! I suppose I deserved it though, since I was going 68 miles per hour in a 50 mile per hour zone…Ever since then, I have been paying extra close attention to how fast I’m driving on any particular road.

Have you ever noticed that the more careful you are not to lose something, the easier it gets lost?

Confession 3: I do that all the time. I’ll put something (in this particular case, my laundry quarters) somewhere where I am sure that I will not lose them. Then, when I need them and go to look for them, they can’t be found!

It’s the lost sock in the dryer phenomenon, I think. And it’s a pain.

(Am I really only at confession 2?)

Confession #2: Being an adult is hard.

When you’re little, you never really think about it. Your parents–and every other adult you know—is all powerful, and they can do everything. As you start getting older, you realize that they can’t do everything, but that’s ok. Then, once you’re on your own (or at least, away from home, at college), you realize, hey. Being an adult is hard.

At the moment, several ...

I found that it was awfully easy to lose track of time. And of what was important, for that matter. An example of that would be me reading manga online rather than study.

Also, its hard to remember everything that needs to be done! (As can be told by my non-entries here) A to-do list is a must. I just figured out that my phone has that capability, so that’s what I plan on using for the most part.

Oh, and I just remembered. That scrapbook thing I mentioned that I want to do...