Confessions of A Working Girl

At the moment I'm feeling very much that no, college was not worth it. I can't get a job, and I'm over $100,000 in debt. I can't make monthly payments because I don't have a proper full time job. The rate things are going, I am going to be in debt for the rest of my life. So with that in mind, no college is not worth the expense. I'm going to be paying back forever what should have been a stepping stone into the 'real' world and what is instead a weight around my ankles pulling me down. And I...

As the end of my last semester in college approaches, I should probably feel a mix of things. Instead, all I feel is that I wish the semester would be over faster. There's also a little regret, that I haven't tried my hardest in everything. A little of that is because that's how I've always worked in school. But a large part of it, this semester, is because of one class, and the group project for that class.

My group has met for a total of 72 hours or so. That doesn't count the hours w...

So obviously, I am not going to manage every day. That's the confession. I thought it was doable, but its a lot harder then it sounds. >.< 

I'm still going to try, at least photos, but it was true that thinking of something to say every day is sorta exhausting.

So that's all. At the absolute minimum, I'll post once a week. 

Anyway, this was my thanksgiving picture. The dolls in the picture, to give an idea of size, are about the same size as Barbie's Kelly.&#...

There was frost on the ground again this morning. I guess winter is finally getting here...

It's occured to me recently...when I was in Japan, I didn't really eat much tofu. I mean, I ate some, especially when it was in something that my host mom made, but I wouldn't really go out of my way to eat it. But this year, more than any others, I've been eating tofu. It's not that bad, actually. I have it in miso soup, usually. Which, randomly, the price of miso soup needs to go down. It's expensive >.< Maybe I should just find a recipe...

Anyway, the school also had tofu curry...

One of these days, I'm going to go to bed before midnight. And post before midnight as well. Today was a lazy day, so there really wasn't much to write about... (I did do a little bit of homework at one point)

Tonight it was because Ki and I are starting a new story, with over 50 characters, and we needed to set the basics, as well as what the characters names are. That took a while to figure out! At least only half of the characters are mine, the other half is hers. But this will be fu...

Oops, again I stayed up so late that the date changed. >.< I need to work on that... (Have I ever mentioned that the game Dragon Age II is very addicting?)

Anyway, because "today" is actually over, all I'm posting is a picture. This was Elle at the library today while I was working. 

The lady I emailed...she gave me a website to check for jobs, but that was all she could help me with, apparently. So I'll create an account on that site and keep an eye on it. It certaintly can't hurt.

My computer hates me right now. My regular internet browser isn't working, so it's a good thing that I have a backup. And even that is slow! Part of that could be the amount of people on campus who are online, I suppose. But its quite aggravating.

Randomly, I heard of an onl...

I was talking to my spanish teacher today, about how I want to teach English in Japan, but that before that, I have to pay off what I owe the school. And hopefully some of my loans. 

She gave me the name and email of the person in charge of government jobs in the boston area. Said that to email her and explain my situation...and to mention that I was from Castleton. The teacher sounded pretty positive that that might have a job opportunity there, and I'm thinking that it certaintly...